A Dedication

I would like to dedicate this blog to a very very very special person :)

No! It is not you if you're the reader and you're perasan-ing it right now.. XP

Unless...

You're born on the 10th of December in the year 1989..

Your name starts with a J and ends with an E..

You love and own a scare-dy crazy furry cat..

And.. You are currently stuck in Malacca now now~

Yes, than I'm talking to you!

Lil Miss Joye Ter Ji-xi~ XD

The bestest bestest friend in the whole world!!! XD (Lols, I sound just like a lil girls.. XP) BFF's!!! XDDDD Maybe we should do those friendship bracelets again!!!! (more childish feats)

*Ahem* But first.. I must say the most important message...............

THE MOST important message..

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDD *supposed to be up on the 10th of Dec!!!

NUUUUU..* So i guess its belated now? T.T

Oh my gosh... You're such a big girl now!!! *sob sob* XP As if I'm very old.. haha..

Just want to say thank you for walking the path of life with me for 8 years.. :) I treasure the friendship and support you have endlessly and generously lavished over me.. XD

I think I should actually thank Wai Ling first.. haha.. Thank you Wai Ling! If you are ever reading this.. After I've though long and hard.. You know le.. My short memory is one of my biggest flaws.. XP I think she was the one that initially introduced us.. And also to thank the bus stop outside Pudu.. lols.. Don't know why when I think back of our schooling days that seemed to be the 1st few times that I had my initial conversations with you.. haha..

After that faith just weaved us together and we end up sitting beside each other.. Attending CF together.. Going for lunches together.. Gossiping together.. Etc etc etc.. Hmmmm.. I kinda like how we weren't always in the same group together yet still managed to be close to each other.. haha.. Like we were in different "rumah sukan", different "persatuan", different "badan beruniform".. haha. Think the only thing we joined in common was.. CF.. lols.. errr.. And errr... Same class? O.o haha..

You're also such a big hearted, kind and nice person .. With a touch of your own personality.. Although annoyed you still always find space to accommodate my nonsense.. Such as my crazy smiley drawing rampage.. Or my artistic portrayal of you in my drawings.. Or childish whining's.. Or weird nickname giving.. Or disgusting acts I show you every now and than.. Haha.. Oh and speaking Chinese to you! haha! Ah memories~ XP I hope I don't give you nightmares... lols..

And we had our moments of silliness as well.. xp

Though we were at times the "outcasted" ones.. I think you would know what I mean.. XP We somehow always remain contented.. As long as we have each other! haha. Talk nonsense whole day long.. And laugh and laugh and laugh.. Until somebody~ Looks like a tomato... Somebody la ha~ XP

Then came the time when we finally fought our final battle in Secondary school, better known as... S.P.M! You started form 6, and I attended college.. We went our separate ways.. Staying quite far from each other I kinda thought we would probably just "end" like that.. But little did I know, every time I see you again its like I'm with the same Joye I knew 8 years ago..

Though we have changed in many ways, have grown mature, even have different mind sets, been through many different experiences.. Our friendship still remains the same, or perhaps even gone deeper..I guess if you ask me whether you've changed a lot, I'd probably say yes, all of us change all the time.. Whether for the better or for the worst, is for you to judge yourself.. XP To me, you'll always be "JOYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (Some expressions are just too hard to describe lols..)

And its just really nice to have a girlfriend which I feel that I can just be transparent to and comfortable to be myself. Knowing that that person accepts you with no strings attached. And you have the freedom to just be yourself without being judged. That is exactly how I feel when I spend time with you. :) Though we don't always see eye to eye, and we do argue over things, you have undoubtedly forced secured a place in my heart.. XD

For those who feel some chill in their spine after reading this.. No I am not a lesbian.. lols..

Last but not least.. I just want to say sorry.. Hehe.. For any times, perhaps even many times that I've hurt you or made you sad or took you for granted.. Me being me I guess I'm just too blur sometimes to notice my own stupidity.. hehe.. Do forgive me.. *Looks up with big goggly eyes* And I'm really blessed to have you in my life. :)

May the road ahead of you be filled with joy and blessings! XD Though tough times may come, perserve and be strong kay! I'll be supporting you all the way!! Go go go go!!! And you're never alone.. Even if you feel the whole world has abandoned you or cannot be there with you, God can. :) If there's anything just remember God can. God will. God is, already there.

My bestest BFF in the world! XD <3